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publisher. 1894. Not illustrated. Excerpt: ... CHAPTER
XXIV. THE WOMAN IN THE GLASS. Maet walked rapidly round
the Regent's Park. Over yonder, where the sombre trees
massed themselves against the pale evening sky, came the
sounds and scents of the oncoming summer; children's
shrill voices calling to each other near the ornamental
water; the tread of sweethearts' feet on the gravel
path; the delicate aroma of newly cut grass. All around
her were simple human joys. But they were not for her.
She had left all that behind her in that little room in
Bulstrode Street, where sat the one man in the world
that she cared for--the one man, now, who cared for her.
There was no one else; there never could be anyone else.
But it behooved her henceforward to be sensible--to be
strong for both of them. She must never see him again,
must above all try and think of Vincent as she used to,
before that afternoon in Harley Street--how many years
ago, now?--when lie had first made love to her and asked
her to wait for him. How it spoiled everything--this
eternal question of sex. . . It was almost impossible
for a woman to see a man as he really is. And in
pursuance of the plan of being sensible, she went
deliberately over Hemming's faults. They were obvious
enough. He was weak, vacillating; his phrases were
absurd. His ambitions, after all, were but vulgar ones,
and he had not the will-power to carry out even his most
cherished plans. He was all that, and j^et he was the
only man in the world that she loved. The only man in
the world, now, who desired her as a woman. And yet she
must walk on, get as far away from him as possible.
Here, at the North Gate, the slim young poplars detached
themselves tremblingly against the pinkish sky, while in
front of her stretched the long, white Avenue Road, with
its square snug houses, holding ...
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